ever heard of the word UNSTOPPABLE?? thats me` (:

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

5/31/2006 11:55:00 PM

oh WeLL.. Wahahha.. i'm sO HaPpPPYYyy ToDay!! noE Y?? cOz Early in thE MoRNing.. 08:23am.. i received a called frm Clementi ITE.. WOoWhoOO!!! ActaULi i cant sleep well for the past months.. Coz all poly had rejected me.. den i was like.. SIANZ!! coz i reali dun wish to Come ouT & start workinG sO SoOn.. and todaY was the day which i noe whether i can get into Clementi ITE (BIT) Business Information Technology..

den b4 the nite.. i cant slp.. coZ i was reali very worried abt the result.. so i tok to my god.. Lolz.. Pray for me tt i will be able to get in.. Though i cant slp but i was reali tired.. my eyes like wanna close liao.. den i wanna switch off my hp so tt in the middle of the nite.. der is no one disturb my slp.. den i suddenly change my mind.. i was thinkin tt.. wat if i switch off my hp.. den aft tt the ITE call.. How?? so i decided not to switch off anymore.. den i saw my hp has low batt.. so i quickly went to charge.. while charging.. i was online.. so tt i can kill the time.. hahaz.. den aft charging my hp to full batt.. i went to slp..
Finali Morning Le.. suddenly i heard "cOz u had a Bad day.. U're Taking onE Down.. u sing a sad song juz to turn it ard.. u said u duno.. u tell mi dun lie.." until here.. i woke up quite fast.. den i saw the number very familiar.. den i Noe tt it is frm Clementi ITE.. den b4 i pick up.. my Heart was PoPpIng DAMN FAST mAnz.. Wahahhaz.. den i think i got a chance le.. So i Faster Pick up the call.. hahaz.. the guy said tt.. "tiz is callin frm Clementi ITE.. we had read thru ur application.. are u interested in the courses BIT" den i Str. away said.. "YES!YES!YES!!" Wahhahaz.. den he oso asked me whether i got retake O lvl tiz yr or not.. den i said yes.. den he said.. den i think u better dun join in this course.. coz he got a requirement.. and it is.. i muz study the full 2yrs.. if not i will wasted the vacancy for those hu reali interested in tiz course.. den i faster said tt.. im willing to study the full 2yrs.. den he said " R U Sure??" den i said" YES!!" wahhahaz.. but deep inside my heart i was like Bullshit lo.. if i retake my O lvl.. den i got a chance to go poly.. i sure go wan lo.. coz i think tt alot of pple will oso do the same.. hehez.. *evilheart* =p but no choice.. in this world there is ALOT OF UNFAIR THINGS!!! wen Opportunity has Come.. u Muz FAster GraB it!! if not.. the nxt OppOrtunity duno wen it will come again le.. or it nv happen again le.. hEex..

den the guy ask mi to 5pm report to the office.. den abt 4pm was wondering.. did i hear wrongly whether is today 5pm meet at the office or tml.. so i called back and double check wif the clerk.. i call another number.. KaOz!! i nearly got HEART ATTACK siaz.. U noE Wat oR NOt.. the PersOn Said Tt.. Wat?? today is a Closed date no more Appealing and i was rejected!!! den i was like SHOCK siaz.. den i told them tt.. but tiz morning i received a call frm a guy hu said tt he callin frm Clementi ITE.. and he told me to report to the office by5pm.. den the clerk den say "OoOo".. den u faster come now lo.. in a BU SHUANG way.. den HANG up my Phone without lettin me finish my sentence!!! ARGHZ!!! FuCk MAnz!!! den i faster call to the guy No. haha.. and told the person said tt i'll be late.. abt 530pm will reach.. so tat kai xian got time to travel frm NP to clementi ite.. but hu noes.. goin to b 530pm le.. she still haven reach yet.. so i decided to went in my own.. while i was walkin in.. my mood was still unstable.. coz i gt a feeling like i was nt accepted.. but wen i reach the Conference rm.. haha.. the guy is call Mr Tan.. Lolz.. he repeat the requirement to me n sch rules to me.. den aft tt he told me to report to sch tml 8am Sharp.. WaahhHahaz.. my HeaRt Was Like FinaLLy can Ease.. HEhehehz.. sOo HaPpY.. den aft tt i walked out frm the sch le.. den b4 i rch the bustop.. i called Kai Xian.. coz since i had finish settle my things.. den she dun nd to meet me at tt Stop anymore ma.. sTr Away go JE library meet.. coz we ytd nite oreadi said wanna meet go 4 study le.. But den i duno called how many times.. she nv pick up my call.. so i juz got to wait at the bustop.. the weather very HOT manz.. =( den while i was chatting wif my colleague.. Wahhaha.. i saw her walkin to my direction.. Wahhahaz.. den we took 99 to Je.. hehez.. den we go to Je library the cafe der.. kx bought the chicken chunk to eat while listenin to my nightmare.. ScaRy Siaz.. but the last part i did not tell her.. coz reali very awkward if i said it to her.. coz is related to her.. actuali the last part was.. aft she hug me.. we both were lookin at each other.. den we touches each other lips nearly kiss.. Wahahahaz.. i suddenly woke up.. ARghZ!! it was 11am im gonna late for work le.. hEex.. coz i got work on tt day at 12pm.. hehez..

kk.. den kx and me stayed at der till 850pm den leave the place.. coz of tt stupid SINGH.. chase us out.. lolz.. not even 9pm yet lo.. den we walked to POSB den aft we walked to the 99bustop and sit der chatted for quite sometimes b4 i take bus home.. wahhahaz.. oH Ya!! i WanNA thaAnks tO mY GoD for BaO yOu Me.. Hehez.. and Kai Xian for teachin me MAths.. ;o) LoV Ya!! Buaiz~~ (^o^)v Duno Wat will be goin on tml in ITE.. ('?') hOpe i can mingle wif them well..

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

5/30/2006 03:20:00 AM

WeLL.. i cant slp now.. OMG!! it's oreadi 3:19am and yet i juZ started Bloggin.. ACtUaLi 2am i wanted to went to slp.. but den Suddenly. My Mind pop out SomEthing.. anD tt is.. i remember my fren Xiu Ling.. told me once b4 tt.. if u juz type uR name in yAhoo Search.. she can able to find my blog.. i tried b4 last time.. it actuali can.. but den juz now wen i tried.. Lolz.. More and more Pple CaLL Soo Chian.. i cant find mine le.. But deN.. i HaPpen tO BRowse Thru mY CouSin Soo HooN Blog.. and i read iT..

I WAS SO TOUCHED BY HER BLOG!!!!!!! aft readin it.. i was CRYING OUT BADLY!!!!!!!! Real BAD!!! coz all the while.. i tot NO ONE Noe How WoRried im iN mY StUdies.. Though my FaCe oWays Gif tt "Bo ChaP" looks & Attitude.. buT DeEp InsiDe my hEart.. i'm CRYING BADLY & WORRIED!!!! i Dun Wish my Studies ENDS Here.. i wan to Go POly!! but i noe now cant le.. unless i go to iTe.. dEn Slowly frm der Clibl up!! HopE tt mY ITE in Clementi (BIT) can be SuCcsSFuL!!! PRAY HARD!!!

kekez.. back to topic.. i Said i was TouChed By Wat She HAd WroTe In Her Blog.. tiZ is Wat She Had WroTe : " todae chian ask mi pray for her as her appeal to np or she will stardee ITE

God.

Please please bless my loved cousin

she is not bad

she is not noty

she is not lazy

i see she realli work hard. till late nites

Lord pls help her.!!

i m sincere in prayin.

and she is sincere too.

i can sense her anixety.

if anyone see my blog? pls pray for my cousin.

ty. it is greatly appreciate. "

it was blog on 10th April 06.. and now den i saw it.. will it be tOo late?? YES!!! but im Still WaNna ThaNz her AloTz!!! I LOVE U SOO HOON!!! MUACKZ!!!!

i asked my frenz help me to pray her me and wish me luck.. i duno hu actauli did it.. but i'm GLAD tt at least dr is ONE my LOVED CouSin DID IT!!! shE nOT Even PraY For mE.. still AskiN a FavoUR fRm others tO pray for me as well.. though i duno hu is them.. IM REALLY TOUCHED!!!! lolz.. while bloggin.. im still crying non stop now.. hahaz.. cant control!! my tears kept Rolling Down..

Hey SoO HooN!! I noE u aRe StrEss in uR Poly Life Now.. But Dun WoRi.. i'm will StaY By uR Side SuPpoRt U de.. Dun GiF up!! u Can MAKE IT DE!!! =D *JiA YoU!!*

Friday, May 12, 2006

5/12/2006 11:32:00 AM

HeHez.. yTd WenT to WeStmAll WatCh MoviE (Poseidon) wiF Kai Xian.. hMmz.. think got think got almost 3weeks or one month nv see her le ba?? aiya.. i oso duno.. juz noe tt.. ytd wen i saw her.. at the beginning i duno wat to tok to her.. Duno lehz.. the feeling suddenly different.. like we bcum stranger lidat.. Den HEngz.. onCe we walked into westmall.. hui lin asked me to bluff Kai Xian tt she was cuming to watch the movie too.. hahaz.. den lidat we start to toks le.. HmMz.. thaNx aR hui Lin.. hehez.. deN wE reach the cinema.. we bought 2 tix.. Wah.. very EXP siaz.. $9.50.. =( *BROKE!* den aft tt we went to value Bought potato Chips hahaz.. den b4 we entering the cinema 4.. we bought Nancho Combo! *YumMy* Hahaz.. wE telepathy siaz.. coz i feel like eat sumthing Spice de.. den kx oso.. den i oso plan to buy nancho combo.. she oso.. but oways she said it out 1st.. hahaz.. but nvm.. hu said it out 1st oso nvm.. coz in the end we had bought it WAhahahaha... ;o)

HmmZ.. the movie.. i felt okok only.. hahaz.. coz got one part make me SIANZ diao!! coz i hate to watch GroSsy type wan.. den got one part SHow tt kind wan.. Makes me Feel UncOmfortable!! i duno y.. i cant stand a little bit of Bloody Or Die until very Terrible type wan.. only makes me VOMIT!! haiz.. if the movie dun haf tiz part.. i sure LIKE IT!! hehez.. =P

den aft watchin the movie, we shop ard westmall for awhile.. den we take 176bus to Je.. haha.. den i asked kx accompany go arcade Zone X.. played Basketball wif me.. Wahhahaz.. FUN MANZ!!! but spent alot of $$ on tt.. coz i wanna break 250score!! i wanna go into stage4.. den i kept on playin.. Lolz.. play until my card inside left last Credit.. we den FINALLY play till Stage4 & got 346score!! WahHhaaz.. sO HaPPy!!!! =D Sorrie Huh kx.. Hai Dao ur Hand sO Tired.. i can understand.. coz wen i 1st time played.. my hand oso very tired!! hehez.. den we played Daytona tOo.. Wau Lua.. at 1st.. im in the lead wan lo.. den Duno Y.. kx Overturn her car quite a few times still can catch up wif me.. ARGHZ!!!! hai.. but nvm.. very exciting siaz.. HAhaz..

den aft tt we walked to the bustop.. den chatted quite long i den take bus hm.. Oops.. pai seh.. oways like to tok so much.. hehez.. KAI XIAN!! reali thanx tt u accompany watch the moive & played bbBall wif me.. Reali had a GREAT day wif u.. =)

Monday, May 08, 2006

5/08/2006 01:09:00 AM

I AM SAD!!!!!!!!! My HEART is HURTING!!! like thousands of needles has been poking me.. AGAIN & AGAIN!!! i'm HURT.. i duno y.. wat the Heck m i thinkin?? actuali i haf given up!!! but duno y.. U POP out again.. make me think of u again.. Y do u wan to appear again?? nvm.. since i had given up b4.. i can do it again.. =) coz we r IMPOSSIBLE!! I HATE U!!!!!!!! I REALLY HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!