ever heard of the word UNSTOPPABLE?? thats me` (:

Monday, January 22, 2007

1/22/2007 06:14:00 PM

today i was havin my 1st oral presentation to the whole class..

the topic i was tokin abt is "Foreign Talent"

ArGhz!!! i was sOOoo Damn Nervous.. i dun even noe wat im saying.. i bet the whole class doesnt even noe wat im saying too.. and i realised tat.. out of 6person.. Im ONLY the ONE.. who end the Oral presentation faster den the 5 of them.. real Damn fast lo.. coz i only got 4ppt slide.. sumore.. no words in it.. juz PIC.. OMG!!! Reali Done VeRy BADLY for my Oral presentation.. =( hope this wun affect much for my BCM grade.. coz i noe.. i sure FLUNK my 2nd Ca of BCM le.. 1st wan is Listening cum video Compre.. Aiya.. the 1st was.. Confirm FLUNK too.. coz CAnt EVen HEar Properly wat they said lo!! speaker so SmaLL!!! ARghz!! think this 2parts of BCM.. can reali pull the my Mark from gettin "A" le.. =( sumore BCM is all abt ENG!! OmG!! Eng.. i oways got F9 for ENG.. how m i suppose to get good marks?? =( but i still aim for "B" hopefully.. i will get tat.. coz last part was wrinting of report and all other writing format tat we had learnt so far.. hope this will pull me up and get B!! =D

Kekez.. den aft the Oral presentation.. Ms Wee wanna tok to me.. so we went to Staff lounge.. Finally.. i said all my things tat oways troubled me out.. WoOW.. i felt sOoOo Relieved Now.. WahAhaz.. at 1st i tot wen i said out all these.. i had get ready for her to say me back le.. But Surprisingly.. she din said anything abt me.. instead, she was saying abt her past days in sch time to me.. LOLZ.. wen i listened to her past sch days and experienced.. her reaction wen tokin abt her past.. reali make me Luff.. coz it was so Funny la.. Hahaz.. =D Din noe tat her sEc Sch was SOoo Bad until it closed down.. HAhaz.. and even flunk her A lvl Eng and eveything tat i've met now.. she had been going thru from the past..

so she was helping me to get out from where i was now.. coz im STUCK now!! reali duno which way to go on.. and she was here to guide me thru.. I felt sOooo Glad and Fortunate to met this teacher in my life.. she reali made me remind of my pri5 teacher.. Miss Lim.. she is oso the one.. who changed my whole p5 life.. from the last 4pos in class.. Shot up to the top4.. Unbelievable manz!! but i reali did it!! sO she told me.. Our Mind is the MOst Powerful thing! if i kept on thinkin abt the Negative things.. i wun be succeed.. i muz tink positive and set my mind towards my goal!! though i Believe in this.. coz i got experienced during p5 and the yr wen i was retained in sec3.. so Coincidence, tat wen i was sec3 i got last in pos.. and aft i had retained for another sec3.. i very hard and i got 4th in class again.. both getting 4th in position.. Hahaz.. =p

but duno y.. i juz felt now.. was totally different.. not tat i dun believe.. not i dun think positive.. it's bcoz.. the road of me now.. was like....... not smooth for me.. everything tat i putting hope on it.. turns up the other way round.. not even one time turn the way which i want it to be.. this reali make me SoOoo demoralized!! i have never met Such Tough in my life b4.. But nvm.. im willing to haf a try again.. =) *Hope So..*

Dear God, Please Let me have a very smooth road in front of me.. if not.. juz a shine in my path will do.. at least i able to see the road in front of me.. rather in the darkness cant even see the road in front of me..