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Sunday, December 16, 2007
12/16/2007 03:36:00 AM
Just hang up the phone with Eric...
It was 3:39am in the morning now.. it has been almost 10months since i last talked to him..
we chatted for 1hr13min.. and i am crying right now while blogging...
Coz he had said something very meaningful to me.. about Family things and the things which i got to do now.... coz he had experienced it before, he dont wanna me become like him... i also duno why he suddenly said this kind of thing.. this was the 2nd time he told me le.. but this time, he talked more about it... and what he said is really so coincidence that the problem which im facing now..
i never ever told about this thing to anyone before, not even my Family or my best friend....
i just keep it to myself... coz i find it even if i said it out also no point.. no one will pity.. only way is to overcome myself....
Everytime when im thought about this issue... i only will know hugging my pillow and cry... no other thing which i know how to do...
I also duno why, everytime when talking about my parents stuff or my very personal stuff, my tears will automatically flows out.... i really feel that im very useless... i had tried not to be a useless person.. but i failed again and again...... there is always a obstacle after one another...
Pple always see me smiling and luffing all the way... Happy-Go-Lucky type...
but im not... coz i know crying isnt gonna help me at all.. so what for cry to let others to see??
so smile is the best... if not pple everytime see u cry.. they only will pity for a moment.. after that they sianz liao.. dun even care about you anymore!!!!!
Anyway, thanks Eric for telling so much things..... which really enlighten me... ;o)
It was 3:39am in the morning now.. it has been almost 10months since i last talked to him..
we chatted for 1hr13min.. and i am crying right now while blogging...
Coz he had said something very meaningful to me.. about Family things and the things which i got to do now.... coz he had experienced it before, he dont wanna me become like him... i also duno why he suddenly said this kind of thing.. this was the 2nd time he told me le.. but this time, he talked more about it... and what he said is really so coincidence that the problem which im facing now..
i never ever told about this thing to anyone before, not even my Family or my best friend....
i just keep it to myself... coz i find it even if i said it out also no point.. no one will pity.. only way is to overcome myself....
Everytime when im thought about this issue... i only will know hugging my pillow and cry... no other thing which i know how to do...
I also duno why, everytime when talking about my parents stuff or my very personal stuff, my tears will automatically flows out.... i really feel that im very useless... i had tried not to be a useless person.. but i failed again and again...... there is always a obstacle after one another...
Pple always see me smiling and luffing all the way... Happy-Go-Lucky type...
but im not... coz i know crying isnt gonna help me at all.. so what for cry to let others to see??
so smile is the best... if not pple everytime see u cry.. they only will pity for a moment.. after that they sianz liao.. dun even care about you anymore!!!!!
Anyway, thanks Eric for telling so much things..... which really enlighten me... ;o)
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